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12:01 am
[Link] | well i finally got my password changed. appearently symbols must be added in. but anyways, i have no idea what to write so yea, yay new passwords?
why is always the people worst suited for the topic that speak up the most?
Current Music: none
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04:37 pm
[Link] | well its been a bit but i'm updating this. first off i would liek to thank nicole for the incedible x-mas gifts. nin and slayer shirts, great bands, family guy key chain, peter is my hero. and how can i forget the gift card to fye. i reached my eighty mark for cds. thak you so muhc, i love you. x-mas over all was good, mostly money and the latin trip. this break was ncie and lazy for a change even thoguh i've gotten back in to my running. happy new years everyone. spent mine with my favorite person. idk what else to say really so heres a little survey i stole form bridget. o befor ei forget airsoft a couple times, sorry about the tooth gabe.
people
o1 best friends? woody and mark
o2 best boyfriend/girlfriend? of course nicole.
o3 lost any friends? yup but they got annoying
o4 gained any friends? yes
o5 met a new good friend? new good friend............idk?
places
o1 went out of the country? mexico
o2 moved? not this year, three years ago?
o3 new school? sadly rhs
o4 how many times on an airplane? if u count lay over
o5 road trips? maryland/va?
you
o1 have you changed? def.
o2 new look? not really, i still refuse to wear collars, spawn of the devil i sware
o3 any new additions? shirts, something along those lines
o4 biggest conflict this year? no comment
o5 most depressed time this year? early summer, muhc better now
love
o1 did you fall in love? i'd say so
o2 did you get heartbroken? nope
o3 who was your summer love? well, if you mean no one then its no one
o4 how many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? only one
o5 favorite date? pass, i can't pick just one
seasons
o1 favorite season? Spring
o2 least favorite season? winter because of the cold
o3 good birthday? pretty good
o4 any snow this year? who made that question?
o5 highest temperature? i think it was in the end of july when ever i played airsoft over the summer
final
snuck out? if u mean left wiht out telling anyone then yes because i can drive
met a person who will change your life? yea, and he gave me a book on poisons
kept your resolution? I make them as i go so no
got arrested? can't say i have
had a first something? yes
did anything illegal? o yes, everytime i drive
kissed a boy/girl? most def.
had a crush? who doesn't?
liked someone who didn't like you? long story and too lazy to type it
lost a family member? yes but it was my great aunt of my mom's cousin or somethign liek that
got bad grades? not really, stoped doing stupid thigns and they went way up.
got suspended? nope
moved states? nah, i like ct
got a myspace? hell no
started a band? nope, maybe in O6
spent over one million dollars? nah but summers ago i spent 5k
went streaking? streaking is the way to go, i ran in my boxers only but not full on streaking
done something you shouldn't have? who hasn't
kept a secret? yea even thoguh i tend to not kept too many of my own
told a secret? probably
Current Mood:  content
Current Music: excuse me while i kill myself by sentenced
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06:05 pm
[Link] | what makes the perfect girl friend? i thought about this a bit and i've come to say that it is the abilty to get along with near flawlessly and the ability to be happier than u were before when she enters your field of vision also jsut to be able to stare in to her eyes, nothing needs to be said jsut the simple act of being able to look upon her and metally reflect how thankful you are to have her. also when she is stressed you truely want to help out anyway you can to make her feel better. this is what i have come to believe makes the perfect girl friend, which i have.
what do other people think makes the perfect g/f or b/f?
today has been such a great day. started my guitar so if i disappear for awhile thats where i am.
Current Mood:  giddy
Current Music: new age messiah by sentenced
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02:09 pm
[Link] | o gingerbread jesus, u complete me. i loved my ginger bread jesus, it was so rude, insensitive, offensive, and jsut plan horrible but i got a good laugh out of it.
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04:13 pm
[Link] |
Concert on the 9th
well its the 10th and the concert has come and gone but it was one hell of a show. first off i'd like to say if u ever go to a rock concert, hold off on all the couple stuff you might do else where. you only end up getting in the way. by this i mean if people were crowd surfing everyone tends to lean to one sode or the other and it puts twice the amount of weight on the same person because both tend to lean in the same direction. also u kinda kill the whole eneergy because if u are doing to whole arm around waist or shoulder, there is a void in the jumping and what not. plus the over all feeling is not love and happiness. i had a couple right around me and every time the crowd pushed i had 2 couples pushing me and in turn i fell in to this girl who was getting crushed against the barrier between the stage and the crowd. they were fast songs, not slow ones, so remember if u ever go to a rock concert cut the couple stuff out for the time unless there is a slow song.
the concert started at 8 but woody, mark and i got there at like 7 10ish. we didn't have to stand outside for more than 3 min whihc was nice. hardly anyone was there at first. so we got nice and close up. we met up w/ charlie and his friend sam? i think his name was and some weird guy who was jsut kinda there and talking to us. whihc was a bit strange but he was a cool guy. didn't have anything neg. to say about any band....ever. so we stodd aroudn talking with people for 45 min.
Opiate for the Masses was first. they were everything and more than i expected. they played every single song on their cd except for 2 i think. probably don't know the song names but i believe they didn't play nothing left, dig it up, and transparency. of course because they were the openers no one really cared that much. they were easily better than ill nino in every way. the drummer was actually the craziest guy ever. jsut the way he would play and his overall look/performance. he had eyeliner on and his hair would come over his face everyonce and awhile and he'd just kinda stare out in to the crowd whihc one of his arms wrapped around his head and you could only see his eyes. the singer was also a really chill guy, more on that later.
Ill Nino simply put sucked. they were having trouble getting their gear set up. it ended up taking them like 30 min. a band like that has no need for 2 guitariests. the only thing i liked about them was their use of 2 drummers, one on the normal type and then another one on idk what they are called but more like african drums almost. i got one of their drum sticks, more on that later also. over all they sucked big time, songs sounded the same, vocals unable to be heard, etc etc.
Static-X. wow. they did a long set. it came to a total of 17 songs i think. i would of paid jsut to see them. once again for people not knowing song names they did i want to fucking break it, destroy all, anything but this, loser(i'm with stupid), the only, dirt house, start a war, the enemy, love dump(dedicated to the "good looking girls of danbury" whihc there was a lack of at that concert), i'm the one, cold, this is not, black and white, bled for days, get to the gone, otsegolation, to end the night they did PUSH IT!!!!!!! i love that song, well i love almsot every song they played. you can really get in to their music whihc happened in such songs as this is not where the chorus is "this is not my life, this is not my home, i hate this" everyone was singing along, also with the enemy everyone was singing "You make me, You make me hate, You make me, You make me hate you" everyone who knew the words was singing along to everything btu those were the main songs where people were really chanting. i had one of the best spots it was a little left of center stage looking at the stage but there were these boxes that Wayne Static(singer/guitariest) and Koichi Fukuda(also guitariest) kept standing up on during the songs. by the end of their performance i was hit with beer spray from their cups they had on stage. they'd take shots of beer and throw the cups in to the crowd and i got hit by what ever fell out a few times. they are amazing live, tons of energy, don't sound like shit, jsut great performers. at the end of their set nick(drummer) threw couple of his drum sticks in to the crowd. i was luck enough to get my hand wrapped aroudn it and latched on. some other kid also did the same and the way i ended up getting him to let go was by giving him the drum stick i had gotten from ill nino. if u ask me it was a good deal because i didn't like and still don't like ill nino.
after the concert while i was waiting to be picked up because the roads kinda sucked and marks mom didn't want him driving with me if the roads were bad so the only way he could go was if my mom drove. the drummer and singer of opiate for the masses was walking around after almsot everyone had left. so i ended up talking wiht them for a bit and i got them to sign my pants because it was the only thing i was wearing that was not black. but they were really cool and down to earth. the drummer was a bit drunk when i talked to him but if was cool, he was joking around a lot and he was going to get me free stuff but they had packed up the mech. already, o well. my pants now have 2 signitures belew the left pocket. the drummer whos name is seven or stage name was the coolest of the 2. he and wayne and my new idol, despite wayne not signing anything. my hero for the night was the guy. he is my idol because he was body surfing, wheel chair and all.
great concert minus ill nino.
Harrison
Current Music: The Only by Static-X
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05:36 pm
[Link] | my weekend was good. finished up the graham cracker/ginger bread houses on friday. saturday spent time wiht nicole. ty for the cookies once again. today i finished up shopping. wow i have the exact same words right over one another, weird. dinner time, i'll finish maybe. can someone explain to me why stores feel the need to play x-mas songs that have been remade a million time? i think i heard the same song done by 7 different people. the important part is i am done wiht my shopping for another year. i do not mind the mall but when holiday season comes along i want to be nowhere near the mall. hmm, i need to run, but random but o well. really only had to shop for nicole. i love her so much. other shoppinh was secret santa but i don't think that really counts for the hardcore holiday shopping, that was more comical than anything. i'll c everyone eventually, bye.
Current Music: bullet with butterfly wings
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10:45 pm
[Link] |
walk
Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?
[Pre]
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time
[Chorus]
Respect, walk
Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing you song?
Those same friends tell me your every word
[Pre]
[Chorus]
Are you talking to me?
No way punk
-Pantera
reason for putting this song up is because i asked my guitar teacher to teach me it. it looked eays when he did it but we moved on to other things and i forgot how it went. o well.
Current Music: goddamn electric by pantera
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03:24 pm
[Link] | i was thinking about why people dislike one another or think people dislike them. didn't really conclude much besides people who don't like other people for their political views is really pathetic and thick headed. do people realize how stupid it is to hear people be like o he doesn't like me because he's liberal, republician, communist, etc. whats even worse is people who know people don't like them but they invent some bullshit that involves politics. if they don't like u i highly doubt its because of politics. ever thought its everything else about you that bothers people such as the way you look and present yourself. no one likes to be around a slob. they are disgusting, crude, look and generally smell bad.
that little paragraph leads me to the conclusion that people who have lacked social interaction most of their lives, should be kept that way. they make things akward, don't knwo when to shut up or what not to talk about. the worst part is when they become a social parasite. there are a couple ways of saying what one is but the way i look at it is one who is completely dependent on the people they think like them. for example always trying to be around the other people and inviting themselves to events that maybe most people want the parasite to have no part in what so ever.
i've had my say.
Current Music: the enemy by anthrax
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04:42 pm
[Link] | All the houses are covered in snow
And candle light in the windows
They lie there together
And I
I only wait for you
Current Music: strib nicht vor mir by rammstein
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04:29 pm
[Link] |
thanskgiving break
ok, well i'm not exactly sure what to say about the break so i am going to just list things with titles over them.
thanksgiving:
nasty
disgusting
i hate my dads side of the family
crappy dinner
out to eat
boiled potato only
friday:
great day
-chinatown
offered beer in resturant
sitting w/ people we didn't know
the shirt that is really me "welcome to america now speak english"
the coffee shops that popped up once one was not needed
2 cds, i was so happy when i foudn 1 of them
turkish food, actually not bad at all
harry potter on imax......that was incredible
what really made the truly great was spending it with nicole
nice way to end the day w/ a peaceful train ride home :-) nicole knows what i'm talking about
sat:
gym
bobs, people who needed xl and xxl or a jsut fatass in general would have no problem there
there was no more than 5 mediums in the store for what i was lookign for
2 shirts, very comfortable, rather sexy if i do say so
sun:
my car is fixed
more shopping w/ nicole
came over later, always a good time
got to drive my dads car
80 on backroads
old guy dropping his mail box
over all very fun weekend, great break. spent with beautiful nicole, couldn't ask for more out of the break
Current Music: nottingham lace by bucket head
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10:04 am
[Link] | happy thanksgiving everyone.
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Current Music: up to me by opiate for the masses
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03:58 pm
[Link] | i am truly blessed. things are going so well. i have a g/f that i could not ask more of. i love her the way she is and nothing needs to be adjusted. i really can not say enough good things about her. whihc is why i am saying i am truly blessed.
only one and a half days left this week. i can't wait for friday, forget thanksgiving, friday is the day i want to come.
Current Music: the one i love by r.e.m.
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06:44 pm
[Link] | all i have to say is fuck religion. seriously though they need stop making such a freakin huge deal over the whole abortion thing. the whole life begin at contecption is utterly stupid. if you think about it, a fetis is no more than a parasit living off of a host. it can not survive w/o the help of the mother. this is the definition for a parasit.
par·a·site
n.
Biology: An organism that grows, feeds, and is sheltered on or in a different organism while contributing nothing to the survival of its host.
One who habitually takes advantage of the generosity of others without making any useful return.
religious people can stick it. do i think all abortion should be allowed? no, but i also think a lot more should be allowed than there now.
Current Music: The Way to Heaven by Buckethead
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09:14 pm
[Link] | i have come to realize that generally no one reads this so its going to egt really random.
all i have to say now is those stupid 10 reasons to date a so and so thigns are so untrue, the lastest one i've seen is for a baseball player. all i have to say to it the number 1 reason not to date a baseball player. they pitcher and recieve from another guy.
yeah....i'm bored so i'm going to bed
Current Music: none...for some reason
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08:53 pm
[Link] | i am still trying to decide what is harder to watch. a life time movie or a disney channel movie, you know the ones that they make jsut for the tv because they are so bad they'd never make it in theater. the life time movies are always like someone touched me or someone is having an affair w/ someone. for some reaosn it always involves a court room. both are pretty mindless except the lifetime movie like to throw in big words for the hell of it. most tv is mindless but thats why i watch cartoons. i don't want to have to hear about reality, i'm alive, i have my own reality. its mindless in a good way.
the weekend was pretty empty. couldn't go anywhere because my dad was here and my car really isn't ment to be on the road but it is anyways. i must say i have never made more phone calls or left as many messages in my life as i did the past weekend :-). congrats to nicole on her honorable mention for mun. she really is great.
got to leave early today because of 8th free and me never having anywork to do. shit, i have a s.s. test tomorrow don't i? eh, o well. maybe i'll study in cad. such a worthless class like you would not believe. o, report cards amiled tomorrow aren't they......harrison should have done pretty well. doc fish already knows i don't really care about chem. he doesn't understand why but he knows i don't really care for it. did u know there are 3 ways to make home made napalm? its rather intersting how you do it. i'll probably feel like doing somethign stupid and hazardous sometime and make it. i really need to get my dirt bike back. last time i drove the most annoying thing was when a certain person would be in the path idling along while i come over hills are speeds around 50-60mph and they'd jsut kinda sit there w/ an almost blank stare/smile. as i have said before my bike is going to get ripped apart once it gets home and get mods done to it. my goal is around 40-42 hp. might not happen because its a trail bike but still it will haul. ok, i'm going, i did not expect it to be this long but it was so um yea.
Current Music: 1979 by The Smashing Pumpkins
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06:48 pm
[Link] | its almost that time of year again. the holiday season. who doesn't love it. food, gifts, generally happiness. well unless its my family but not going to go there. but wow my family has issues. thanksgiving. there is ntohign better about that day then smelling the turkey in the oven. i normally don't eat that muhc but just the ablity to is always a plus. followed kinda shortly by x-mas. cookies, more food to stuff your faces w/, presents, more of my family issues, great company. its so hard not to be happy on x-mas, if you celebrate it. things i have learned form the past years though. shopping sucks. the lines are huge. i had to wait in 1 for 20 min to buy .....bring it on. no guy should be made to buy that movie. the person kinda gave me this akward look and was like have fun. last year i expermented w/ online shopping. makes things so muhc easier but i ended up spending close to 8 hours if not mroe picking out a pair of black pearl ear rings whihc i do not regret one bit because the person loved them. but in thsoe 8 horus i got peoples oppions, looked around on other sights. just mostly a lot more work than one would expect. once again i'd say its worth it. this year i would like to get the same reaction just maybe less time if it is possible.
this weekend was kinda dull. my dad was here all weekend and i think i said 10 words to him the whole weekend. also i was not able to go anywhere because i'm not really aloowed to drive my car because my brothers g/f crashed it. when i pulled the bumper off i was happy to find that what is keeping my alive is a piece of steel that is no more than 4mm thick. no wonder why 4 door chevy blazers are rated as the 3rd most liekly suv to be killed in. also, my brother g/f was here this weekend. she wouldn't be that bad if she didn't laugh. people who have been around her, u know what i mean....its bad.
v shape mind has broken up. record company problems main reason. took me 2 years to find this out....god that sucks. i wonder how orgy is doing. they best still be together.
Current Music: Raining Blood By Slayer
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06:56 pm
[Link] | wow, very bored. updating this because i have nothing else to do. where is everyone?
saw2 friday. messed up as hell. friday night was fun though. sat. 2 cds. pantera and slayer. bow down before them. i need more raisin bran. i ate a box in less than 24 hours.
Current Music: suicide note pt 1 by pantera
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07:52 pm
[Link] | wow, halloween was so much fun. i was a boy scout. i wish i had the shorts to go with the top of the uniform. i think people would of called the police on me because pretty much everything that is not needed to be seen would be out there. the shirt didn't fit....at all so i only could button one of the buttons whihc resulted in a very open chested costume. its pretty funny looking, if anyone wants to see it i have a picture of it.
the most annoy thing ever is when u have a stereo like mine and then the crappy rca cable desides to fry so that that only the left channel has sound. i really need optical or atleast digital.
life is going very well
Current Music: solitude by jerry cantrell
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01:39 pm
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homecoming
wow, what a great weekend it has been. i feel sorry for those who have work today but yesterday was great simply put. to start off the day started off normaly except the lack of sleep from the night before. gym, another thing :-) x 100. guitar. hair cut. very short. i liek it like this, its nice and easy to wear. never gets in the way. what would it be called, a longer crew cut almost? worked on that fence around my pool that has been a work in progress for the past couple years. my hands were frozen. late on, went to katy's house. ate a little, got ready for homecoming. Nicole looked stunning. it was so far beyond what i had expected, i was pretty speechless. got to the dance almsot exactly at 9. passed the breath-o-lizer. i seriosuly think they should jsut do the random checks of people, like every other or every 3rd, just enough to keep people cautious enough not to be stupid and drink before the dance. but back to the toher thing. i actually danced. for all those who know me this is a truly amazing event. i know other people will have longer entries but i plan on ending this one soon. so after the dance, went to starbucks. back to brians, watched a movie. somehow i was one of the people still awake at like 3 30. people pretty muhc crashed, i didn't mind, i was pleased with where i was was. people who were there will probably know why. got like 4 hours of sleep that night, it was crazy. that was the most fun i have ever had at homecoming and i could not ask to have gone with anyone better. i hope i am not the only one who shares this feeling.
Current Mood: tired and happy
Current Music: the one i love by r.e.m.
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08:32 am
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finally here
couple weeks in the planning. homecoming weekend is finally here. even if the dance isn't great it still will be good fun. i don't think i need to explain that.
last night- corn maze. everyone scaring the hell out of meredith. that is always a funny sight. i am turly surprized that she did not pass out. caramel apple :-). katy, ryan and brian popping out of the corn. i'm not making much sense because i got like 6 hours of sleep give or take, so its mostly only thigns that people who were there would understand. nicole not being able to run, so i helped her along. after that refunds to a movie that i doubt anyone went to see. damn saw 2 id nazis. blockbuster took so long, first it was like 20 min to pick out a movie, then 20 more to decide whos house we'd go to. um, yea, i'm a bit tired so i'm going to stop here.
Current Music: none, greg is sleeping
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